i regret it...

i regret it a lot… I regret breaking my friendship with you… i have no idea how our friendship fall apart… seriously… I am very happy and glad that I have met you, though next year I will still see you again, but… I don’t think you will talk to me and our relationship; friendship will sure be very far apart… the gap between us will increase…. And some more, the gap between us is already huge; I really don’t wish it to be any further… seriously, I’m happy to know you… the world is huge, and we are both born in Singapore. To me, Singapore is big, and we are able to see each other… there are many schools, but we both choose Xinmin Sec. both of us have 3 siblings, your gender is male, and all your siblings are all male. My gender is female, and all my siblings are all female. Are we born to see each other? I have no idea… the other day, I remember clearly, this Tuesday, in the morning, before morning assembly. I saw you walking pass my class, I waved to you as I really want the gap between us to decrease, and you smiled back if I’m not wrong… is either you smiled back at me or you didn’t. but I am really sure that you did see me… the other day, I message to you as I think there’s really a need to regain our friendship, but I can see that you doesn’t wants to talk to me( when I see your message) thus I stopped the chat to make you feel relieve. I go your blog, and tagged but you didn’t reply my tagged, I feel a bit disappointed but it’s your choice…


I am sad that yesterday is the last day of school, I truly need some time to make the gap small… but the school doesn’t want to give me time…

Well, I am sort of stressful and troubled now… I’ve just read the post cherie had posted on her wall… and I was shocked to see that she apologies to michelle yee from 103. as they are enemy… after reading it, something began to run through my mind : what had I done to her? Should I apologies to her too?

I have no idea, as I hurt her feelings once… and… I don’t know… and today I saw clara talking to michelle like friends, and again, im shock. Well, anyway, I have forgive her and apologies to her long time ago, but I said, I dun think we can be tat close friends anymore. I think, I had hurt her feelings again… and so, I wanted to talk to her about this… erm… become friends again? To me its weird… strange… but still people needs friends… so… ya… but I wanted to be friends with you aain is not because of clara and cherie friend you then I friend you. No.. I am not this kind of person… Last time, I didn’t think much on becoming friends with you, as I have been influence by your classmate… so, ya… but now, again, influence by yr classmates but is another way round, to be friends with you. But now the problem is, today is the last day of school, so I decided to talk to you through phone… I had sent to you, I really wish that you will reply me soon…

Today was bored… as exams are over, I had nothing to do besides playing. :D I played online games all day! Hahas!!! Now, I am getting bored of those games… well, don’t know what to say already… thus, c ya!!!

The previous day, I had thought of stop taking revenge, as it will not make me happy… I have a gut that you visit my blog, but I didn’t change blog link, it’s so troublesome… Hahas! Today is the last paper of EOY, Science paper 1. actually today can stay back abit longer, but because I stayed too long the other time, as a punishment, I cant stay back late today : (its ok! Tomorrow then :) well, nothing much to say le, c ya!

Today I just can’t stop think about Monday… I am going to see my siblings!!! They make me happy everytime I chat with them! Really, just like what celeste said on her blog. J but, mine is all my siblings. It’s true, especially my mei. 1st, she makes me happy when we chat. 2nd, I have things to tell her(important). Well, now… I don’t know should I trust someone… it’s really confusing… and because of you (another person), I do not know who to trust in my CCA, sec 1 level… you go eat shit la! I love my CCA damn lot, and… what the! Through the evidence that I saw with my own eyes, I do not know who to trust in my CCA… What the!!! Don’t think you like that I scared, because I’m not! I tell you, after EOY, I will not let you go! I’ll take my revenge! I don’t care!!!

Lots of things had happened today. First, I have two brothers, Mike and Ernest, I also have 5 sisters, Celeste, Jacqueline, Puay Kheng and Angelica. Second, for no reason, Shawn took my sis’s bag, and, of course, I gave chase. He ran to the basketball court, and I stop outside the basketball court. What the! He has no intended to give me back my sis’s bag until Kar Aip came. Then Shawn said that I also never give him the magic word, what the! If he had asked, I sure will said that magic word. He didn’t ask lor… inside the basket ball court, there’s my mentor, and other people, who I don’t really know them much… what the!!! My mentor there, and then I there, with anger, stared at Shawn. Well, what’s over is over. We just can’t change it… and, I’ll always remember to take revenge on you KT after EOY!

EOY, End OF Year Examinations are coming, and I still can’t believe that I am facebooking and blogging!!! Well, though I did study this morning, but those words just can’t go into my mind!!!! Means, instead of me looking at the book, the book is looking at me! Well, I was damn scared of my English exam, which is this following Monday, paper 1, compositions some more!!! My compo is… terrible… still got 1 more day… nevermind, at least got 1 more instead of none….:)