Because yesterday I was rushing the ace-learning, I didn’t post this post. Yesterday afternoon, during ODAC CCA, the sec 4s and 5s had chosen the new vice-presidents and presidents. New vice presidents are Desmond and Leslie and new president is Ee-John(not sure how to spell his name… and this decision surprises me! Because I thought Leslie will be the new president as he treats people kindly and it gives out his opinions at times if I’m not wrong… Well, after this session, sec 1s and 3s, who sre going to Trans Island on November, stuff newspaper into our bag pack, and I can say it’s very, very, damn HEAVY. As we are going to climb 2 sets 17 stories, 1 set with bag pack the other without. And when we doing out warm up, Leslie standing just right behind me, I can see that he is some sort disappointed with us, not us, but most probably me. As the stairclimbing that part, I didn’t do it well, my stamina dropped a lot, and I didn’t do my best, and when we doing warm up, we didn’t do it seriously.
I really don’t know how to train my stamina, it’s hard now….

Today evening, 6.00++pm, Miss Siti treat some students bubbletea, and that include me!!! Hahas! I call for milktea.

This is unbelievable man!!! Guess what? HOHO! I didn’t expect myself to forget to do my ace-learning quiz!!! Not 1 quiz, but 4!!! On Thursday, I said to myself, ok, tomorrow I then do the ace-learning, today rest. Yesterday, I whispered to myself, ok, tomorrow I will do the ace-learning. Today, shout at myself, aiya! Ace-learning!!!! I’ve forgot!!!! And is only just now… kay, I’ll stop here as there is 4 quiz waiting for me to do!!!

Continue my previous post, I know that my attitude changed from bad to worst. I really hate this attitude!!! I really hate it!!! It just makes more and more people to dislike me… it doesn’t brings me any positive points… I wanted to change this attitude, but I have no idea why, I just can’t… agree with this sentence, 学坏三天，変好三年。It just means that it takes you 3 days to learn bad, but it needs 3 years just for you to become good… L since, I have my mind set that I want to become good, I will have to prove it… so, no matter what I will have my good attitude back… :D

Actually yesterday I planned to write this post but because of the applied science xmoogle homework due date yesterday 12.00am sharp, thus I decide today then write. Yesterday night, when doing the xmoogle thing, I can’t find any button that I can post my work thus I wrote an e-mail to Ms Toh… don’t know will she accept or not… now, I am doing my music homework – compose a music, due date after school reopen. Damn hard! I wrote my song’s lyrics, but the piano thing, is hard. After writing the lyrics, we have to create a piano beat as the rhythm for the song. So hard, now I think I have to change a bit of the lyrics… L Oh yeah, almost forgot, Celeste, don’t be sad le… Sad has no positive points, only negative. Thus, don’t be sad… after I know that sad brings me negative points, as sad only gives us wrinkles, I keep telling myself not to be sad... And sad doesn’t bring happiness to people, so, sad is just makes us day-dream and emo… Oh yeah! Hahas. Yesterday I late for school, second time!!! May be is because I missed detention corner so much that I wanted to go detention… but I didn’t know that 2nd time late need to run 3 rounds around the parade square wearing uniform!!! I hate to wear uniform to run, I have my own reasons to it… it is so uncomfortable!!! Raymond and Jonathon also late, Raymond 2nd time late and ran with me, OMG! He ran so fast!!! Hahas!!! I jog… Jonathon 1st time thus he doesn’t have to run. 3 of us got 2 demerits points, I detention 3 hours and Jonathon detention 2 hours. After running/jogging around the parade square 3 times, Mr Yang wanted us to repeat after him: I’ll not be the one who is late. Hahas. Now still remember… since I promised him, and I’ll not be late again!!! I late just because I wake up already, and sleep again… -.- before all this, I, and others who is late, have to stand in front of the parade square, meaning in front of the xinmin students!!! OMG! Damn embarrassing!!! after I detention yesterday, 4pm as I 1 pm start, I saw my 2 sec 3 seniors, Desmond and Leslie. Leslie said I become bad to worst, starting to came late for school… L I sleep late what… but I wake up at 5 am :D But Desmond to my surprise, he said that late doesn’t mean that I become gangster like… hahas!!! Thanks Desmond for helping me!!!

I must be Happy

Why I become like this? My attitude change damn lot…this is not the real me! The real me is cheerful, happy, pure ( as many people said), etc, etc. but now, I m emo, keep day dreaming, sad, etc. what happen? i must be happy!!! I don’t care, I have to be! I always tell people to be happy, but me myself is not, I have to give a good example! Let me tell you guys, after pei yi said that I m emo, I have decided, I have to make myself happy, no, not make, but I have to be nature happy. Thanks Pei Yi! Thanks a lot.

I hate you

I started to hate u on 20/8 if I’m not wrong, but I’m very sure that it begins on Friday.
You scolded me through phone on Friday, 20/8, I will never ever forget those words which you sent me. But on the following Monday, you pretended nothing had happened. I gone to recess with my 2 best friends, Pop and Amelia, and guess what? You called me 3-4 times, and sent me a message, it says: “where are you now? Come to my class.”! It surprised me! Because the previous week you just scolded me, and then… I just can’t believe it! I messaged my senior to seek some help, some suggestion, he told me to go your class and see what you will say… Thus, I went to your class, and you keep on pulling me!!! I tried to find excuses, but failed eventually… I went to canteen with you, and you expected me to follow behind your back!!! What you treat me as? Then I realized, you are not a true friend… And are just using me Just like what people said, including my senior…

Slowly, I knew you know that I hated you, you also stopped talking to me after that day… that’s good! Very good! But my senior, my favorite sec3 senior, Fang Sin, she became very cold towards me after she knew we had a war. This really break my heart, she treat me very well, and suddenly seldom talk to me… what happen? But she said before she doesn’t side with people, but why she is cold to me? I really have no idea… is it because of you??? If is, I tell you, I will hate you FOREVER.

I dun koe y, i just hav this feeling of losing my seniors, especially sec 3 seniors. i have a very deep feeling that they will treat me very cold... Today odac we, sec 1s need do 2 sets of stairclimbing, 23 stories!! and i also have a good news, sec 1s dun hav to carry bag pack. but for sec 3s seniors, they have to do 4 sets at the same building, 23 stories. and, they must carry bag pack for i think 2 sets. then the next 2 sets dun hav to. but the stairclimbing part is not the worst, the worst is after stairclimbing... Cheng Liang, Wee Lin, Leonard, (Wei Lun), and me, gossip about a girl from 103. and then Cheng Liang expect me to demostrate something to him, and guess what? Leslie at that time do finish, i think 2 sets of stairclimbing, and then saw what i demostrate to Cheng Liang, which is a very bad news... well, 2day still the same, sad, daydreaming, sleep in class, etc, etc.i really wish 2mr will be a better day...