:( I have no idea why i feel so sad these days... my studies dropped alot, my attidute getting bad to worst, probably influence by classmates. I know my studies dropped alot thus, i have to change, but I realised something, it was so hard. I wanted to change, i wish to but can't. I miss my good attidute, with my bad attidute, people seldom talks to me, i can see that they dislike me... why? why is this happening? feel like shouting, but i know it is useless... I don't know how am i going to survive, do with this attidute... Being a teenager is so hard, i miss my primary school... i miss the old me. people say, i last time is so pure, but now... :( And, my phone is spoilt, dropped into a pail of water and a touchscren + keypad phone gone... I just can't live without a phone... but at least i still have a computer...