Today, during chemistry, no difference, day-dream… I don’t even know what I was dreaming about… at 3.30pm, my schoolmates, classmate and I went to see Mr. Ang, as he wants to see us. I 1st thought we are getting demerits points n do detention or CWO, but I was wrong, he was merely asking questions about why I hate Michelle, he did that to others too. Thus, we told him what we know, unfortunately, there’s not enough time, and he is in a rush, thus we will continue this after exams. And just happened, asked my mum can I go somewhere to revise with my friends. She answered, no. L now, gonna try again… ask..

Heys!!! I still can’t believe that I am still blogging and reading library books as EXAMS ARE COMING! School days, lesson time! Sleep… not listening to teacher’s saying as it is too boring… I just can’t believe it!!! I actually don’t feel like studying when EOY is around the corner… this is unbelievable…. Next week English oral.. I just can’t wait for exams to over…

Today, as usual, nothing happenedin the morning, until late afternoon, 4.00++ pm. As today no
CCA, Celeste, Amelia, Yun Qi, Jacqueline and me went to library. We actually decide to do stuffs there but in the end, we end up telling stories of the person we hate. My story was damn boring! And then I discovered that my story is the same as the person I hate ( Mich) story!!! Unbelievable!! OMG!!! And actually I wanted to take revenge on the person I hate , not Mich. But I decided not to…

I really don’t know what had got into me. Seriously. I know that he and I are just infatuation, but I… I just… don’t know… just… still like him? I know I am becoming crazy! I know. I just have no idea why, I know its infatuation, but I still like him… I just don’t get it.
And I also don’t know why we are acting like a stranger. We didn’t even say `hi’ or even wave to each other when we see each other, what am I scared of? Keep telling myself that it is infatuation, tell myself never mind, but still… i really don't want this to carry on, can't we be like last time, talking to each other? I’ll have to buck up my courage no matter what from next week onwards…

In the morning, nothing much happened. Until afternoon, Ms Siti asked Jiong Yang and me to help her carry cambers to the AVA room for , I think, exhibition. Because of helping her do such a small thing she wanted to treat us bubble tea, but I am not hungry at that time, thus I rejected her. But in the end, she still treats me a waffle, chocolate waffle. Since she had bought it, I ate it, don’t feel like throwing it away or it will be a waste.

Because yesterday I was rushing the ace-learning, I didn’t post this post. Yesterday afternoon, during ODAC CCA, the sec 4s and 5s had chosen the new vice-presidents and presidents. New vice presidents are Desmond and Leslie and new president is Ee-John(not sure how to spell his name… and this decision surprises me! Because I thought Leslie will be the new president as he treats people kindly and it gives out his opinions at times if I’m not wrong… Well, after this session, sec 1s and 3s, who sre going to Trans Island on November, stuff newspaper into our bag pack, and I can say it’s very, very, damn HEAVY. As we are going to climb 2 sets 17 stories, 1 set with bag pack the other without. And when we doing out warm up, Leslie standing just right behind me, I can see that he is some sort disappointed with us, not us, but most probably me. As the stairclimbing that part, I didn’t do it well, my stamina dropped a lot, and I didn’t do my best, and when we doing warm up, we didn’t do it seriously.
I really don’t know how to train my stamina, it’s hard now….

Today evening, 6.00++pm, Miss Siti treat some students bubbletea, and that include me!!! Hahas! I call for milktea.

This is unbelievable man!!! Guess what? HOHO! I didn’t expect myself to forget to do my ace-learning quiz!!! Not 1 quiz, but 4!!! On Thursday, I said to myself, ok, tomorrow I then do the ace-learning, today rest. Yesterday, I whispered to myself, ok, tomorrow I will do the ace-learning. Today, shout at myself, aiya! Ace-learning!!!! I’ve forgot!!!! And is only just now… kay, I’ll stop here as there is 4 quiz waiting for me to do!!!

Continue my previous post, I know that my attitude changed from bad to worst. I really hate this attitude!!! I really hate it!!! It just makes more and more people to dislike me… it doesn’t brings me any positive points… I wanted to change this attitude, but I have no idea why, I just can’t… agree with this sentence, 学坏三天，変好三年。It just means that it takes you 3 days to learn bad, but it needs 3 years just for you to become good… L since, I have my mind set that I want to become good, I will have to prove it… so, no matter what I will have my good attitude back… :D

Actually yesterday I planned to write this post but because of the applied science xmoogle homework due date yesterday 12.00am sharp, thus I decide today then write. Yesterday night, when doing the xmoogle thing, I can’t find any button that I can post my work thus I wrote an e-mail to Ms Toh… don’t know will she accept or not… now, I am doing my music homework – compose a music, due date after school reopen. Damn hard! I wrote my song’s lyrics, but the piano thing, is hard. After writing the lyrics, we have to create a piano beat as the rhythm for the song. So hard, now I think I have to change a bit of the lyrics… L Oh yeah, almost forgot, Celeste, don’t be sad le… Sad has no positive points, only negative. Thus, don’t be sad… after I know that sad brings me negative points, as sad only gives us wrinkles, I keep telling myself not to be sad... And sad doesn’t bring happiness to people, so, sad is just makes us day-dream and emo… Oh yeah! Hahas. Yesterday I late for school, second time!!! May be is because I missed detention corner so much that I wanted to go detention… but I didn’t know that 2nd time late need to run 3 rounds around the parade square wearing uniform!!! I hate to wear uniform to run, I have my own reasons to it… it is so uncomfortable!!! Raymond and Jonathon also late, Raymond 2nd time late and ran with me, OMG! He ran so fast!!! Hahas!!! I jog… Jonathon 1st time thus he doesn’t have to run. 3 of us got 2 demerits points, I detention 3 hours and Jonathon detention 2 hours. After running/jogging around the parade square 3 times, Mr Yang wanted us to repeat after him: I’ll not be the one who is late. Hahas. Now still remember… since I promised him, and I’ll not be late again!!! I late just because I wake up already, and sleep again… -.- before all this, I, and others who is late, have to stand in front of the parade square, meaning in front of the xinmin students!!! OMG! Damn embarrassing!!! after I detention yesterday, 4pm as I 1 pm start, I saw my 2 sec 3 seniors, Desmond and Leslie. Leslie said I become bad to worst, starting to came late for school… L I sleep late what… but I wake up at 5 am :D But Desmond to my surprise, he said that late doesn’t mean that I become gangster like… hahas!!! Thanks Desmond for helping me!!!