I really don’t know what had got into me. Seriously. I know that he and I are just infatuation, but I… I just… don’t know… just… still like him? I know I am becoming crazy! I know. I just have no idea why, I know its infatuation, but I still like him… I just don’t get it.
And I also don’t know why we are acting like a stranger. We didn’t even say `hi’ or even wave to each other when we see each other, what am I scared of? Keep telling myself that it is infatuation, tell myself never mind, but still… i really don't want this to carry on, can't we be like last time, talking to each other? I’ll have to buck up my courage no matter what from next week onwards…