Heys! People who visit my blog, can you guys tell me what are our holiday homework? From the start of our holiday, I did nothing besides watching Korean movies/CD and go camping. I did no homework… well, still got a long, long holiday ahead of us, but at least I need to know what our homework is… Then next time, may be December that time, I will not have to ask… anyway, do you guys believe that I watched Korean show from morning to night everyday? Hahas… but you guys have to believe it as I am one of the example; one of them. Sad thing is, the show is coming to the end, is going to end… this is damn sad… the show is like, so, damn interesting… well, I will stop here… I want to comtinue the show, thus… bye!

Trans Island

Because of tiredness, I decided to post this post today. I went for a 3 day camp on Monday, yesterday just came back.

On Monday, we were supposed to meet at 7.30am, outside ODAC room, but when I was outside the girls’ toilet, around 7pm, the first thing I saw was sec 3 seniors. And the 1st thing I thought was “wow! So fast!” thus, I went to the ladies, have no idea what to do in front of them. After that, no choice, walk damn slow towards them, and I was glad as Leonard was already there. As I have someone to talk to atleast. Afterwards, more and more people arrived. First thing we did was pack what we had, on our hands, inside the bag pack. Afterwards, we gone to the bus which would take us to Pasir Ris park.there are 10 check points, Mangrove Swamp ,Changi Prison, Changi Museum & Chapel, Johor Battery, Selarang Barracks, Chengal Pasir’ Tree Stump, Old Changi Hospital, The Legendary `Changi Tree`, Old Commando HQ and Changi Beach Massacre Site, i arranged them in respective orders – 1-10. and we have to walk from parsir ris to changi ! It’s a long walk! And some more we are carrying a very heavy bag pack. the most interesting place is the mangrove swamp, as there was lots of animals – mudskippers and crabs. Another place was the changi museum & chapel. The museum especially, there wrote the comments of the people last time who survived during the war.

Second day of the camp, because I can’t sleep on Monday until 2++ am, I felt a bit sleepy in the morning. The first thing I saw, when I woke up, was hui jun who was outside the tent, wanting me to take out the stoves and the gas can, which was inside my bag pack. we took a bumboat ride to pulau ubin, when reached, have a long walk to the place where we pinch our tents – mamam beach. There was damn hot, and there are lots of big big so called either mosquitoes or flies. When pinching, one of the tempos spoilt but in the end, haadii, who used one of the odac motto, helped us fixed the tempo. Then we had the amazing race after doing the tents. It was very tired, I drank 1.5 litres during the amazing race, and amazing race basically walked around ubin and finds the place that we are given. After eating dinner, we had solo walk, which I had walked before lots of times during the amazing race. I was damn nervous at the start, before walking inside the dark, but when I walked through the dark, I was not that scared anymore. Very fast, I reached the end of the walk. After the solo walk, mr tan and mr rodrigues have a night hike with the sec 1s . from the end of the solo walk to the forest then to the mamam beach.

Cut short, the third day, as I was extremely tired after the night hike, I slept damn early. And when I woke up, same as reuven, got lots of mosquitoes bites, but not as many as his. We had our breakfast and then we take bumboat ride back to Singapore. I miss the water in Singapore man!!! Then we took a bus to xinmin sec. when reached, we washed the tents, and many other equipment, it was damn cool! The water is like cold. Wow!!! I wanna wash the equipment again, and got to touch the cooling, fresh water! Well, after washing, we had our 1 hour plus lunch. After eating we had to packed the tents; equipment that we had washed earlier. After washing we can go back to our cozy home.

i regret it...

i regret it a lot… I regret breaking my friendship with you… i have no idea how our friendship fall apart… seriously… I am very happy and glad that I have met you, though next year I will still see you again, but… I don’t think you will talk to me and our relationship; friendship will sure be very far apart… the gap between us will increase…. And some more, the gap between us is already huge; I really don’t wish it to be any further… seriously, I’m happy to know you… the world is huge, and we are both born in Singapore. To me, Singapore is big, and we are able to see each other… there are many schools, but we both choose Xinmin Sec. both of us have 3 siblings, your gender is male, and all your siblings are all male. My gender is female, and all my siblings are all female. Are we born to see each other? I have no idea… the other day, I remember clearly, this Tuesday, in the morning, before morning assembly. I saw you walking pass my class, I waved to you as I really want the gap between us to decrease, and you smiled back if I’m not wrong… is either you smiled back at me or you didn’t. but I am really sure that you did see me… the other day, I message to you as I think there’s really a need to regain our friendship, but I can see that you doesn’t wants to talk to me( when I see your message) thus I stopped the chat to make you feel relieve. I go your blog, and tagged but you didn’t reply my tagged, I feel a bit disappointed but it’s your choice…


I am sad that yesterday is the last day of school, I truly need some time to make the gap small… but the school doesn’t want to give me time…

Well, I am sort of stressful and troubled now… I’ve just read the post cherie had posted on her wall… and I was shocked to see that she apologies to michelle yee from 103. as they are enemy… after reading it, something began to run through my mind : what had I done to her? Should I apologies to her too?

I have no idea, as I hurt her feelings once… and… I don’t know… and today I saw clara talking to michelle like friends, and again, im shock. Well, anyway, I have forgive her and apologies to her long time ago, but I said, I dun think we can be tat close friends anymore. I think, I had hurt her feelings again… and so, I wanted to talk to her about this… erm… become friends again? To me its weird… strange… but still people needs friends… so… ya… but I wanted to be friends with you aain is not because of clara and cherie friend you then I friend you. No.. I am not this kind of person… Last time, I didn’t think much on becoming friends with you, as I have been influence by your classmate… so, ya… but now, again, influence by yr classmates but is another way round, to be friends with you. But now the problem is, today is the last day of school, so I decided to talk to you through phone… I had sent to you, I really wish that you will reply me soon…

Today was bored… as exams are over, I had nothing to do besides playing. :D I played online games all day! Hahas!!! Now, I am getting bored of those games… well, don’t know what to say already… thus, c ya!!!

The previous day, I had thought of stop taking revenge, as it will not make me happy… I have a gut that you visit my blog, but I didn’t change blog link, it’s so troublesome… Hahas! Today is the last paper of EOY, Science paper 1. actually today can stay back abit longer, but because I stayed too long the other time, as a punishment, I cant stay back late today : (its ok! Tomorrow then :) well, nothing much to say le, c ya!

Today I just can’t stop think about Monday… I am going to see my siblings!!! They make me happy everytime I chat with them! Really, just like what celeste said on her blog. J but, mine is all my siblings. It’s true, especially my mei. 1st, she makes me happy when we chat. 2nd, I have things to tell her(important). Well, now… I don’t know should I trust someone… it’s really confusing… and because of you (another person), I do not know who to trust in my CCA, sec 1 level… you go eat shit la! I love my CCA damn lot, and… what the! Through the evidence that I saw with my own eyes, I do not know who to trust in my CCA… What the!!! Don’t think you like that I scared, because I’m not! I tell you, after EOY, I will not let you go! I’ll take my revenge! I don’t care!!!