Heys! Well, I actually does not intend to post; update my blog, but because Celeste complaint tat I didn’t update it, then I make this decision – post. Well, previously, my old phone had spoilt, after buying a new one, I was like, damn happy, cause I was like, long time never touch my phone already as I said my phone had spoilt, no point pressing it. When I reached home, of course, immediately charge the phone. The next day, unbelievable, my sim card got prob. I was like, what the! Thus, I drag till today then mum decide to check my sim card with any phone shop, if can’t fix it, then I’ll have a new sim card; phone number. And worst of all, I have to ask for contact numbers from people, anyway, I had did it. :D Just for incase. Hehes. Hmms… oh ya! About the holiday homework, I have just done one; I still got two, if I’m not wrong. Hmms… well, hmms… nothing more to say, so… c ya!

I just can’t believe that I wasted my time all these days!!! Hahas! but im sure its worth it :D I’ve been watching a Korean movie through youtube for about 4-5 days continuously – from morning to night. Well, I am still half way through the movie, but I pause it as suddenly this message pass through my mind – blog. I have never blog for days… thus, I am going to post this post. :) Well, I may not be posting for days after today as I really want to watch that movie to the last episode, I just can’t wait to Watch finish the movie!!!! Well, c ya! I am going to continue my movie!!! Hahas! :D

Heys! People who visit my blog, can you guys tell me what are our holiday homework? From the start of our holiday, I did nothing besides watching Korean movies/CD and go camping. I did no homework… well, still got a long, long holiday ahead of us, but at least I need to know what our homework is… Then next time, may be December that time, I will not have to ask… anyway, do you guys believe that I watched Korean show from morning to night everyday? Hahas… but you guys have to believe it as I am one of the example; one of them. Sad thing is, the show is coming to the end, is going to end… this is damn sad… the show is like, so, damn interesting… well, I will stop here… I want to comtinue the show, thus… bye!

Trans Island

Because of tiredness, I decided to post this post today. I went for a 3 day camp on Monday, yesterday just came back.

On Monday, we were supposed to meet at 7.30am, outside ODAC room, but when I was outside the girls’ toilet, around 7pm, the first thing I saw was sec 3 seniors. And the 1st thing I thought was “wow! So fast!” thus, I went to the ladies, have no idea what to do in front of them. After that, no choice, walk damn slow towards them, and I was glad as Leonard was already there. As I have someone to talk to atleast. Afterwards, more and more people arrived. First thing we did was pack what we had, on our hands, inside the bag pack. Afterwards, we gone to the bus which would take us to Pasir Ris park.there are 10 check points, Mangrove Swamp ,Changi Prison, Changi Museum & Chapel, Johor Battery, Selarang Barracks, Chengal Pasir’ Tree Stump, Old Changi Hospital, The Legendary `Changi Tree`, Old Commando HQ and Changi Beach Massacre Site, i arranged them in respective orders – 1-10. and we have to walk from parsir ris to changi ! It’s a long walk! And some more we are carrying a very heavy bag pack. the most interesting place is the mangrove swamp, as there was lots of animals – mudskippers and crabs. Another place was the changi museum & chapel. The museum especially, there wrote the comments of the people last time who survived during the war.

Second day of the camp, because I can’t sleep on Monday until 2++ am, I felt a bit sleepy in the morning. The first thing I saw, when I woke up, was hui jun who was outside the tent, wanting me to take out the stoves and the gas can, which was inside my bag pack. we took a bumboat ride to pulau ubin, when reached, have a long walk to the place where we pinch our tents – mamam beach. There was damn hot, and there are lots of big big so called either mosquitoes or flies. When pinching, one of the tempos spoilt but in the end, haadii, who used one of the odac motto, helped us fixed the tempo. Then we had the amazing race after doing the tents. It was very tired, I drank 1.5 litres during the amazing race, and amazing race basically walked around ubin and finds the place that we are given. After eating dinner, we had solo walk, which I had walked before lots of times during the amazing race. I was damn nervous at the start, before walking inside the dark, but when I walked through the dark, I was not that scared anymore. Very fast, I reached the end of the walk. After the solo walk, mr tan and mr rodrigues have a night hike with the sec 1s . from the end of the solo walk to the forest then to the mamam beach.

Cut short, the third day, as I was extremely tired after the night hike, I slept damn early. And when I woke up, same as reuven, got lots of mosquitoes bites, but not as many as his. We had our breakfast and then we take bumboat ride back to Singapore. I miss the water in Singapore man!!! Then we took a bus to xinmin sec. when reached, we washed the tents, and many other equipment, it was damn cool! The water is like cold. Wow!!! I wanna wash the equipment again, and got to touch the cooling, fresh water! Well, after washing, we had our 1 hour plus lunch. After eating we had to packed the tents; equipment that we had washed earlier. After washing we can go back to our cozy home.

i regret it...

i regret it a lot… I regret breaking my friendship with you… i have no idea how our friendship fall apart… seriously… I am very happy and glad that I have met you, though next year I will still see you again, but… I don’t think you will talk to me and our relationship; friendship will sure be very far apart… the gap between us will increase…. And some more, the gap between us is already huge; I really don’t wish it to be any further… seriously, I’m happy to know you… the world is huge, and we are both born in Singapore. To me, Singapore is big, and we are able to see each other… there are many schools, but we both choose Xinmin Sec. both of us have 3 siblings, your gender is male, and all your siblings are all male. My gender is female, and all my siblings are all female. Are we born to see each other? I have no idea… the other day, I remember clearly, this Tuesday, in the morning, before morning assembly. I saw you walking pass my class, I waved to you as I really want the gap between us to decrease, and you smiled back if I’m not wrong… is either you smiled back at me or you didn’t. but I am really sure that you did see me… the other day, I message to you as I think there’s really a need to regain our friendship, but I can see that you doesn’t wants to talk to me( when I see your message) thus I stopped the chat to make you feel relieve. I go your blog, and tagged but you didn’t reply my tagged, I feel a bit disappointed but it’s your choice…


I am sad that yesterday is the last day of school, I truly need some time to make the gap small… but the school doesn’t want to give me time…

Well, I am sort of stressful and troubled now… I’ve just read the post cherie had posted on her wall… and I was shocked to see that she apologies to michelle yee from 103. as they are enemy… after reading it, something began to run through my mind : what had I done to her? Should I apologies to her too?

I have no idea, as I hurt her feelings once… and… I don’t know… and today I saw clara talking to michelle like friends, and again, im shock. Well, anyway, I have forgive her and apologies to her long time ago, but I said, I dun think we can be tat close friends anymore. I think, I had hurt her feelings again… and so, I wanted to talk to her about this… erm… become friends again? To me its weird… strange… but still people needs friends… so… ya… but I wanted to be friends with you aain is not because of clara and cherie friend you then I friend you. No.. I am not this kind of person… Last time, I didn’t think much on becoming friends with you, as I have been influence by your classmate… so, ya… but now, again, influence by yr classmates but is another way round, to be friends with you. But now the problem is, today is the last day of school, so I decided to talk to you through phone… I had sent to you, I really wish that you will reply me soon…

Today was bored… as exams are over, I had nothing to do besides playing. :D I played online games all day! Hahas!!! Now, I am getting bored of those games… well, don’t know what to say already… thus, c ya!!!

The previous day, I had thought of stop taking revenge, as it will not make me happy… I have a gut that you visit my blog, but I didn’t change blog link, it’s so troublesome… Hahas! Today is the last paper of EOY, Science paper 1. actually today can stay back abit longer, but because I stayed too long the other time, as a punishment, I cant stay back late today : (its ok! Tomorrow then :) well, nothing much to say le, c ya!

Today I just can’t stop think about Monday… I am going to see my siblings!!! They make me happy everytime I chat with them! Really, just like what celeste said on her blog. J but, mine is all my siblings. It’s true, especially my mei. 1st, she makes me happy when we chat. 2nd, I have things to tell her(important). Well, now… I don’t know should I trust someone… it’s really confusing… and because of you (another person), I do not know who to trust in my CCA, sec 1 level… you go eat shit la! I love my CCA damn lot, and… what the! Through the evidence that I saw with my own eyes, I do not know who to trust in my CCA… What the!!! Don’t think you like that I scared, because I’m not! I tell you, after EOY, I will not let you go! I’ll take my revenge! I don’t care!!!

Lots of things had happened today. First, I have two brothers, Mike and Ernest, I also have 5 sisters, Celeste, Jacqueline, Puay Kheng and Angelica. Second, for no reason, Shawn took my sis’s bag, and, of course, I gave chase. He ran to the basketball court, and I stop outside the basketball court. What the! He has no intended to give me back my sis’s bag until Kar Aip came. Then Shawn said that I also never give him the magic word, what the! If he had asked, I sure will said that magic word. He didn’t ask lor… inside the basket ball court, there’s my mentor, and other people, who I don’t really know them much… what the!!! My mentor there, and then I there, with anger, stared at Shawn. Well, what’s over is over. We just can’t change it… and, I’ll always remember to take revenge on you KT after EOY!

EOY, End OF Year Examinations are coming, and I still can’t believe that I am facebooking and blogging!!! Well, though I did study this morning, but those words just can’t go into my mind!!!! Means, instead of me looking at the book, the book is looking at me! Well, I was damn scared of my English exam, which is this following Monday, paper 1, compositions some more!!! My compo is… terrible… still got 1 more day… nevermind, at least got 1 more instead of none….:)

Today, during chemistry, no difference, day-dream… I don’t even know what I was dreaming about… at 3.30pm, my schoolmates, classmate and I went to see Mr. Ang, as he wants to see us. I 1st thought we are getting demerits points n do detention or CWO, but I was wrong, he was merely asking questions about why I hate Michelle, he did that to others too. Thus, we told him what we know, unfortunately, there’s not enough time, and he is in a rush, thus we will continue this after exams. And just happened, asked my mum can I go somewhere to revise with my friends. She answered, no. L now, gonna try again… ask..

Heys!!! I still can’t believe that I am still blogging and reading library books as EXAMS ARE COMING! School days, lesson time! Sleep… not listening to teacher’s saying as it is too boring… I just can’t believe it!!! I actually don’t feel like studying when EOY is around the corner… this is unbelievable…. Next week English oral.. I just can’t wait for exams to over…

Today, as usual, nothing happenedin the morning, until late afternoon, 4.00++ pm. As today no
CCA, Celeste, Amelia, Yun Qi, Jacqueline and me went to library. We actually decide to do stuffs there but in the end, we end up telling stories of the person we hate. My story was damn boring! And then I discovered that my story is the same as the person I hate ( Mich) story!!! Unbelievable!! OMG!!! And actually I wanted to take revenge on the person I hate , not Mich. But I decided not to…

I really don’t know what had got into me. Seriously. I know that he and I are just infatuation, but I… I just… don’t know… just… still like him? I know I am becoming crazy! I know. I just have no idea why, I know its infatuation, but I still like him… I just don’t get it.
And I also don’t know why we are acting like a stranger. We didn’t even say `hi’ or even wave to each other when we see each other, what am I scared of? Keep telling myself that it is infatuation, tell myself never mind, but still… i really don't want this to carry on, can't we be like last time, talking to each other? I’ll have to buck up my courage no matter what from next week onwards…

In the morning, nothing much happened. Until afternoon, Ms Siti asked Jiong Yang and me to help her carry cambers to the AVA room for , I think, exhibition. Because of helping her do such a small thing she wanted to treat us bubble tea, but I am not hungry at that time, thus I rejected her. But in the end, she still treats me a waffle, chocolate waffle. Since she had bought it, I ate it, don’t feel like throwing it away or it will be a waste.

Because yesterday I was rushing the ace-learning, I didn’t post this post. Yesterday afternoon, during ODAC CCA, the sec 4s and 5s had chosen the new vice-presidents and presidents. New vice presidents are Desmond and Leslie and new president is Ee-John(not sure how to spell his name… and this decision surprises me! Because I thought Leslie will be the new president as he treats people kindly and it gives out his opinions at times if I’m not wrong… Well, after this session, sec 1s and 3s, who sre going to Trans Island on November, stuff newspaper into our bag pack, and I can say it’s very, very, damn HEAVY. As we are going to climb 2 sets 17 stories, 1 set with bag pack the other without. And when we doing out warm up, Leslie standing just right behind me, I can see that he is some sort disappointed with us, not us, but most probably me. As the stairclimbing that part, I didn’t do it well, my stamina dropped a lot, and I didn’t do my best, and when we doing warm up, we didn’t do it seriously.
I really don’t know how to train my stamina, it’s hard now….

Today evening, 6.00++pm, Miss Siti treat some students bubbletea, and that include me!!! Hahas! I call for milktea.

This is unbelievable man!!! Guess what? HOHO! I didn’t expect myself to forget to do my ace-learning quiz!!! Not 1 quiz, but 4!!! On Thursday, I said to myself, ok, tomorrow I then do the ace-learning, today rest. Yesterday, I whispered to myself, ok, tomorrow I will do the ace-learning. Today, shout at myself, aiya! Ace-learning!!!! I’ve forgot!!!! And is only just now… kay, I’ll stop here as there is 4 quiz waiting for me to do!!!

Continue my previous post, I know that my attitude changed from bad to worst. I really hate this attitude!!! I really hate it!!! It just makes more and more people to dislike me… it doesn’t brings me any positive points… I wanted to change this attitude, but I have no idea why, I just can’t… agree with this sentence, 学坏三天，変好三年。It just means that it takes you 3 days to learn bad, but it needs 3 years just for you to become good… L since, I have my mind set that I want to become good, I will have to prove it… so, no matter what I will have my good attitude back… :D

Actually yesterday I planned to write this post but because of the applied science xmoogle homework due date yesterday 12.00am sharp, thus I decide today then write. Yesterday night, when doing the xmoogle thing, I can’t find any button that I can post my work thus I wrote an e-mail to Ms Toh… don’t know will she accept or not… now, I am doing my music homework – compose a music, due date after school reopen. Damn hard! I wrote my song’s lyrics, but the piano thing, is hard. After writing the lyrics, we have to create a piano beat as the rhythm for the song. So hard, now I think I have to change a bit of the lyrics… L Oh yeah, almost forgot, Celeste, don’t be sad le… Sad has no positive points, only negative. Thus, don’t be sad… after I know that sad brings me negative points, as sad only gives us wrinkles, I keep telling myself not to be sad... And sad doesn’t bring happiness to people, so, sad is just makes us day-dream and emo… Oh yeah! Hahas. Yesterday I late for school, second time!!! May be is because I missed detention corner so much that I wanted to go detention… but I didn’t know that 2nd time late need to run 3 rounds around the parade square wearing uniform!!! I hate to wear uniform to run, I have my own reasons to it… it is so uncomfortable!!! Raymond and Jonathon also late, Raymond 2nd time late and ran with me, OMG! He ran so fast!!! Hahas!!! I jog… Jonathon 1st time thus he doesn’t have to run. 3 of us got 2 demerits points, I detention 3 hours and Jonathon detention 2 hours. After running/jogging around the parade square 3 times, Mr Yang wanted us to repeat after him: I’ll not be the one who is late. Hahas. Now still remember… since I promised him, and I’ll not be late again!!! I late just because I wake up already, and sleep again… -.- before all this, I, and others who is late, have to stand in front of the parade square, meaning in front of the xinmin students!!! OMG! Damn embarrassing!!! after I detention yesterday, 4pm as I 1 pm start, I saw my 2 sec 3 seniors, Desmond and Leslie. Leslie said I become bad to worst, starting to came late for school… L I sleep late what… but I wake up at 5 am :D But Desmond to my surprise, he said that late doesn’t mean that I become gangster like… hahas!!! Thanks Desmond for helping me!!!

I must be Happy

Why I become like this? My attitude change damn lot…this is not the real me! The real me is cheerful, happy, pure ( as many people said), etc, etc. but now, I m emo, keep day dreaming, sad, etc. what happen? i must be happy!!! I don’t care, I have to be! I always tell people to be happy, but me myself is not, I have to give a good example! Let me tell you guys, after pei yi said that I m emo, I have decided, I have to make myself happy, no, not make, but I have to be nature happy. Thanks Pei Yi! Thanks a lot.

I hate you

I started to hate u on 20/8 if I’m not wrong, but I’m very sure that it begins on Friday.
You scolded me through phone on Friday, 20/8, I will never ever forget those words which you sent me. But on the following Monday, you pretended nothing had happened. I gone to recess with my 2 best friends, Pop and Amelia, and guess what? You called me 3-4 times, and sent me a message, it says: “where are you now? Come to my class.”! It surprised me! Because the previous week you just scolded me, and then… I just can’t believe it! I messaged my senior to seek some help, some suggestion, he told me to go your class and see what you will say… Thus, I went to your class, and you keep on pulling me!!! I tried to find excuses, but failed eventually… I went to canteen with you, and you expected me to follow behind your back!!! What you treat me as? Then I realized, you are not a true friend… And are just using me Just like what people said, including my senior…

Slowly, I knew you know that I hated you, you also stopped talking to me after that day… that’s good! Very good! But my senior, my favorite sec3 senior, Fang Sin, she became very cold towards me after she knew we had a war. This really break my heart, she treat me very well, and suddenly seldom talk to me… what happen? But she said before she doesn’t side with people, but why she is cold to me? I really have no idea… is it because of you??? If is, I tell you, I will hate you FOREVER.

I dun koe y, i just hav this feeling of losing my seniors, especially sec 3 seniors. i have a very deep feeling that they will treat me very cold... Today odac we, sec 1s need do 2 sets of stairclimbing, 23 stories!! and i also have a good news, sec 1s dun hav to carry bag pack. but for sec 3s seniors, they have to do 4 sets at the same building, 23 stories. and, they must carry bag pack for i think 2 sets. then the next 2 sets dun hav to. but the stairclimbing part is not the worst, the worst is after stairclimbing... Cheng Liang, Wee Lin, Leonard, (Wei Lun), and me, gossip about a girl from 103. and then Cheng Liang expect me to demostrate something to him, and guess what? Leslie at that time do finish, i think 2 sets of stairclimbing, and then saw what i demostrate to Cheng Liang, which is a very bad news... well, 2day still the same, sad, daydreaming, sleep in class, etc, etc.i really wish 2mr will be a better day...

:(

Sad... wondering, why am i sad all these days though i know it's not good for myself... but i just can't stop being sad... my chinese oral had past, i think i gonna failed my chinese oral... my chinese dropped damn lot, and my english just improved by a little bit... not worth it huh... my chinese suck man, and i started to hate chinese... so hard! oh yeah! my class had a new chairman - Wei Ern. and also i think i going to buy a new phone next week, i wish my sim card is not spoilt... as i afraid i can't memorise my new phone number...

:( I have no idea why i feel so sad these days... my studies dropped alot, my attidute getting bad to worst, probably influence by classmates. I know my studies dropped alot thus, i have to change, but I realised something, it was so hard. I wanted to change, i wish to but can't. I miss my good attidute, with my bad attidute, people seldom talks to me, i can see that they dislike me... why? why is this happening? feel like shouting, but i know it is useless... I don't know how am i going to survive, do with this attidute... Being a teenager is so hard, i miss my primary school... i miss the old me. people say, i last time is so pure, but now... :( And, my phone is spoilt, dropped into a pail of water and a touchscren + keypad phone gone... I just can't live without a phone... but at least i still have a computer...

I must say that today is an unlucky day… in the beginning of the day, quite fine, but in the afternoon, or should I say the start of odac… at the beginning of odac, still fine as I thought sec 2 seniors dun really like me, but they sat behind me, so I must say that’s a good thing. J but… after that, we, all sec 1s odac members need do PT, walk around Hougang with odac bag pack. At the first part of the PT, we are quite good. But reaching school, we ran, most of us. Our president, Hui Si, asked Hui Jun to past down the message not to run, but we didn’t hear it. And guess what, he ran with us… Reached school, reached odac room, we rest, put down bag pack, wait for them. Oh gosh, Hui Si scolded us, reprimanded us. This was bad. But before the PT, we took our bag pack and some sec 3s seniors helped us with it, and I sensed that 2 sec 3s senior dislike me, bad sign, but I expecting that, I have this sense long ago… but I was quite scared, I must admit. After the PT, after Hui Si scolded us, we went to the building located near Xinmin Sec Sch, we need to do 3 sets of stair-climbing, go up and come down counted 1. That building has 17 stories, quite cool huh. But our sec 3s seniors need to do 5 sets. After doing the 3 sets stair-climbing, I realized that my stamina dropped a lot, felt a bit of tired just 3 sets, I felt so useless… And my hair is so loose and messy, I just cant stand it. We played captain ball after the stair-climbing thus, I just tied my hair in just a second, anyhow tie. Captain ball I should be quite good but in this game I also dropped a lot, but I still did get to hold the ball and past around. J Came home, straight away go bathing. Arhhh!!! My phone dropped into a pail of water… And guess what spoilt, now drying it under a fan. I wish nothing will happen to it…

National Day

Happy 45th birthday Singapore!!! Today 5 different places celebrate National day just now, Seng Kang, Padang, Choa Chu Kang, Bishan and Woodland. I didn’t do to these places to watch, but I stay at home watch television, mum said “ it’s more worth it.” L The show starts at 5.30pm and end at 8.30pm, at 5.30pm, Prime minister gives us a speech, hmm… 15minutes. After that, something happens, which I had 4got. But I still remember what happens next, all the uniforms group came marching in and most of the uniform groups invented lots of new vehicles. I can only use 1 word to describe those vehicles : COOL! Really damn cool one of the NCC or NPCC vehicle can put something like bomb with a arrow or rocket shape that can shoot any airplane down. And not forgetting the red lions. The parachutes fly down from helicopter, 6000 feet away from the group if I’m not wrong. OMG right? Their landing also not bad… most of the other activity is just sing national day song. E.g Sing a song for Singapore, home. And came to the last part, fireworks!! This year fireworks I can tell it’s expensive as it forms different shape when the firework is being put out. Well, happy birthday Singapore!!

Just finish my homeworks, now damn free. Not quite much things happen today except a few minutes ago. I was reading through a page in internet, lot and lots of words, different people wrote different stuff. Some interesting some lame, but 1 paragraph caught my attention. The paragraph is
Those who doesn’t understand love,pls dun kp and make ppl feel worse...the girl must love the boy for who he is,not love him just because he's handspome,popular all this...Boys must love the girl and dun flirt,if wan love,must love her not just because she dolls herself up,hav a sexy body,puts make-up,is pretty-.-this is just a random comment:)
Well, a lot of short cuts words right? Because I get this from facebook and this post is posted by Samantha Luo. Such a wonderful post isn’t it? Strongly agree with this post… hahas… don’t mistook me, I'm still single. Just that I like this post, stand up for my friends. I dislike people who only look at people’s appearance and not their reality. Remember 1 sentence : do not judge a book by its cover. This whole paragraph is the meaning of that sentence. I dislike people because of this is because I am sure that person is a flirter. Break up with this man, find another man, and another and another, what you think of this person???

National Day

Today is a very special day. Because when we are singing the national anthem, the band members played the national anthem song and school song. They played it so nice that I almost thought that it was the school speaker played it. Before that, most of the uniform groups, participated in taking the flag to the small stage in the parade square. SJAB, NPCC, Girls Brigade, Boy Brigade and NCC( I think) taking the Singapore flag and march till they reach the small stage. Next we all go back to our classrooms, do session 1 – class activity. 1st, form teachers let us watch some videos which are related to national day. While watching, we are given a paper, looks like a survey form, got some questions on the piece of paper. I am the 1st one to finish it, bored, so take out my Chinese story book from my bag and read it. Just a few pages, Ms Lin broke the silence, rushing people to answer those questions fast as we have not much time left. I immediately got into group of 6, but now is teachers wasting time, Ernest got bored, tear a page from a set of newspaper, and we played tic-tak-to. Then teachers provide us with some coloured makers and a piece of paper. We are supposing to summaries what we wrote in the survey. In the middle of drawing, those media club members came into my class and visit my group. Arhh!!! Is what I can say, quickly hid my face. Well, in the end I still let them take pictures, shouting `’ I love Singapore!!!’ + some childish actions. Now I felt so embarrass, my childish action, if posed on the tv in xinmin… 后果跟定不堪设想。Because I can bet people will sure laugh at my childish actions.

At 2nd sessions, I there were some drama by shang hai people, and dance from India people. And I felt so lucky as I heard the finalist of XGT perform. They played and sang songs, I almost drop my tears by then. After these, we had came to the last part – Sing- along session. We sang almost all the national day songs, e.g Will we, shine for Singapore, live our dreams, flag our flag, etc etc. Teachers and guest have the chance to leave the hall 1st, after that people from 01 dun really know which year, started to shout out the boming game : 01 bomb. 01 bomb, 01 bomb the 05 bomb. But mr singh stop them.. but they tried again, hahas.

Well, I had wrote a lot today and I am going to stop here, c ya!

Hey guys!!! Long time never come visit my blog le, because of tests and homeworks... "More and more stress!!!" this is what I can say... These days I keep sleeping at 12++am, or even 1++am!! My panda eyes become darker and darker, body become more tired and of cause stress. Agree with those people, who once said to me that secondary 1 life is more stress. But my senior tells me that secondary 1 is just relaxing, wait till I become secondary 3 then I will experience the real stress. But I must admit that secondary 1 is really, extremely stress. I am in NA class, needs to strive for express. And worst is, poeple are fighting to be the 1st in whole level!!! In those weeks, when I didn't come and visit my blog, I started to like ODAC more! Started to feel the fun and excitement! But it was hard to learn those maps and stuff of ODAC... Though it is hard, but I have to persevere. I won't give up, because I am one of ODAC members!

School reopen

I saw lots of post in Facebook talking about school reopen and chiong for studies as school starts tomorrow. Not at the beginning of the year but is at the middle of the year. Well, I am looking forward to school too, almost forgot how my school looks like… Lols… hmm… thinking of what will my school principal will say. Will she say the same thing as my previous school’s principal always say when school reopen??? Lols… tomorrow the answer will review…

A small 6.3 gathering

Today i went out with some of my last year classmates. We all meet together at Yio Chu Kang station, after everyone was there, we set of to our 1st destination : playground beside a Mcdonald's. Besides the swings, the others were so childish, so we only played the swings. There were 4 teenage swings and 2 baby swings. Tinzar, Dira, Valorie and me occupied the 4 teenage swings, as there are no more teenage swings, Kai Wen give a try on the baby swing. Those baby swings are too high for her, so she jumped or do something to get onto the baby swing, and succeed! Later, Valorie go and try it too, she jumped the 1st time, failed. Then she tries climbing it, and succeed! While, we are swinging, Yi Qian took photos of us. By avoiding the camera, i stopped my swing and get off my swing as fast as possible, and ran behind her, so she has no chance to take my photos. And the bored Hui Fu, who is the only boy, after playing the swing, then takes Valorie's shoe. After she noticed that her shoe is missing, she gave a chase and tried to get her shoe back. Tired of playing the swings, we went to the nearest Mcdonald's and bought drinks and french fries. As there are no sits, we have no choice but to take away. Next stop, Ang Mo Kio hub. Just a few walks, we are already in AMK hub, 1st shop we went is Art Box. We just strolled around, and then went out. I felt so uncomfortable, cause we are like gangsters, chat and then walks off. But we are not okay. Then we go to Mini Toons, bought some sweet foods, then share. Feeling not enough, bought again. Found benches, sat on them, and chat. We sat on the benches quite long, around 3pm, Yi Qian got to go, and said bye to her. After that, we continue our chat. we chatted very long, then we went to bubble tea shop as Hui Fu wants to buy it with jelly. After that we set off to Mcdonald's again but not the same one. I bought 1 small coke, small french fries and nuggets. Tinzar bought the same, Hui Fu and Valorie bought different from us, Dira was too full so she didn bought anything. We chat again, and at 4.30pm Tinzar and I have to go, so said bye to them, and after that, I don't know what happened.

Kayaking

Just got back from the kayaking camp, I am extremely tired! But after thinking for a few minutes, I realized that it is all worth it. I learnt lots of new stuff there, using things that I had never used before! Well, actually kayaking main attitude is co-operating. Though I cannot really co-operate with my partner when kayaking, but without him, this boat can’t even move. Not only co-operating, team work is also involve. We have to move together in order to move the boat, but in this we succeeded and failed… well, it is a good experience anyway. So I am willing to try out in the next camp of kayaking!!!

SMB

Sorry guys! I long time never post things are because I got lots of internet homework and worksheets homework. I’ve done most of my homework 1 or 2 left that’s why I have time to write this post. Glad that I have finished my Chinese compo, a Chinese holiday homework, because it’s really very hard. And the thing that surprises me is I finally know my SMB, Summary Message Board, password! I like 1 or 2 months or even more never visit my SMB, and I keep on trying once a week, eventually, I failed every time. But just yesterday, I tried and go to my email to check is there any message about my SMB password, wow! There is! The moment I went into my SMB, 10 messages for students board, 3 class matters board, 8 messages for pupil suggestion board, 3 lost and found board and luckily, there is 0 general enquiries board. And it took me 2 days to look finish those messages. The worst message is there is homework in ace-learning. L

Abseiling lesson 2

Today got CCA and we are doing abseiling again! This time we are doing on rock wall, I cannot say it is easier or harder than the previous lesson’s abseiling place, because I can say it is all the same. At the rock wall, though it is full of rock, that’s why it is called rock wall, but those rock is crocket, hmm… I really have no idea how to explain… Seniors!!! Help me explain!!! I really have no idea… hmm… the rock wall is divided into 3 parts, top, middle and bottom. The top part is quite easy as it is no different with the previous lesson’s wall. The middle part started to swallow the walls, so there are no walls for me to walk on. So, I just slide down without walking, it is hard because I am like swinging here and there like going to fall down. And I am falling in a fast speed. The bottom part started to straighten but no different from the middle part because it straighten in the inside part but not the same level as the top part…
I cannot say that I have fully overcome my fears on height as I am still a bit of intimidate at the 1st part where my legs have to do a right angle position. But at least I have overcome a bit and it is a good start for a person who is afraid of height. I can overcome maybe is because I choose to trust Mrs. Goh ,who is a odac teacher who abseil me, but I always trust her, but the difference is this time I trust her more, and I am more relax when I am abseiling. And there is one more thing that make me overcome my fears, the odac motto- improvise, adapt and overcome. I promise myself that I am going to overcome my fears, as I am a odac people, I must not be scared of this little thing. This is why I trusted Mrs. Goh more. I have end my story, byee.

Abseiling

Hey guys! I suddenly remember about abseiling. Abseiling is what we sec 1 ODAC members did last week. 1st we need to wear helmets and hanners( not sure how to spell), nothing difficult. But after that is abseiling time. Thanks to the rain, we were doing indoors abseiling!!! Indoors abseiling is more difficult than outdoors one as outdoors, rock wall, is all occupied with walls, but for indoors, there will be holes in the middle. As I am a beginner and worst is I am afraid of height, it is harder for me to do that abseiling. Luckily, I am not the 1st one or else I will be wasting everybody’s time, while waiting, I keep on laughing and talking, it is common as this is what I will do when I am scared. Kay , it’s my turn, I climb over the railings which took me a lot of time as I don’t dare to climb over as it is far too high above the ground floor. Next, I am told to put my legs in a right angle position. This is the most difficult task actually. After this, I am going to abseil… but abseil is easier than doing the previous step as I just have to let go the rope bit by bit. In this abseiling part, the difficult thing is controlling the rope. The rope keep sliding down my hand, which is covered by gloves to prevent blister when sliding, I can’t stop it. So, I have to choice but to keep on walking down the wall. Very fast, I have reached the ground floor, phew! The 1st things I do are sitting on the ground then take off my helmets. Oh my gosh! My face is filled of sweat! And I am sure that my face is extreme red. Then take out the bike which is connected to my hanners, and hang it onto the rope which is connected to Mrs. Goh. Oh ya, talk about Mrs. Goh, luckily I go to Mrs. Goh side, or else I have to go to Mr. Singh side. There, I will end here… bye!

Movie marathon

Wahhhh!! I want to go to the movie marathon!! There is one programme held today-movie marathon- at 7pm. Thus, it must be started by now. It ends at 7am, tomorrow morning. I heard that they got 2 hours to sleep, and the rest of the time watch movie. There will be 3 movie altogether, one of them is AVATAR!!! I want watch!!! As they will be sleeping there, they will need to have their own sleeping t-shirt and sleeping bag. And the thing that surprises me is the air-con will on throughout the whole movie!!! It is called movie marathon is probably because the movie will be running through the whole night. My mum doesn’t allow me to go!!! Maybe is because this year I went to a lot of camp… L I want to GOOO!!!

Yes! My CA, not sure is it 1 or 2, had finally over!!! Yuppy! So happy! I had stressed 4 a few days finally can let go those stress. Arhhhhhhh! So scared my biology file check… cause I never really checked properly then I passed up my biology file. So scared! Lols. Today was a bit bored… especially the last period… looking forward to end school, but the clock movement was so slow! Physic lesson is always boring… I feel like sleeping but I can’t sleep… don’t know why.

Arhhhhhh! The following week have two tests- history test and home economics test. Oh my gosh! Those tests are new subject for this year! And at least the home economics is a practical test… the theory had over. Learning hard for history, it is too hard! Those words just get into my mind!!!

Test, test, test! There are so many tests nowadays! So stress out! Study all those new subjects. Well, nothing much to say. And…. Bye!

Harmony

Today when English lesson, one England, woman, teacher teach us about harmony. Well, she used fruit salad to describe this harmony. Inside the fruit salad, there are lots of colours. There are red, yellow, white, purple, orange and green. Under red colour, there are strawberry and watermelon. Under yellow, there are starfruit, lemon and bananas. Under white, there is longan. Under purple, there are grapes. Under orange, there are oranges. Under green, there are kiwi and green apples.
And in our student’s creed, there is one very special word that is important to this topic, it is character. Our character is very important, why? It’s because there is one word in character. The word is respect. Every teacher set a class rule, a very common rule, respect. Respect your classmate, respect your teachers, respect your school, and respect your own country.
This thing and word, Fruit salad and respect, can make or create harmony. I think the fruit salad is a very good represent of this harmony. As the bowl represent world. The fruits, colours, represent different nationality, people, and country. This salad need to be mix, then can make a delicious salad. As it mixes, people come across each other; they make friends, and make this world harmony.

Idols

Hi! Well, this days nothing much to say so I never post. Well, Pei Yi, Haadii and I these days keep talking about one very famous idol in other country, his name is Justin Bieber!!! Wow! I like his voice!!! He also quiet handsome don’t know why you all don’t like him… Is it because of his voice? His voice is nature and not every boy has that voice. He is talented!!! May be is because the boys jealous so they don’t like. No offence please… Well, he is counted my idol as I like his voice and I am his fans! I still got another group of idol also from other country. The group name is SHINEE!!! The group members are Onew , Jong Hyun, Teamin, Min Ho and Key. I have two idols in this group, Onew and Jong Hyun!!! Wow! This SHINEE group is the most famous group in my class! Wow! They are so cool man! Justin Bieber, Jong Hyun and Onew, I’ll support you always!!!

Hope

I really don’t know how to describe this feeling… May be is happy… But it is very confusing… I always thought that I am a hopeless girl, my class is hopeless. My class, 106, most of them is very childish; I really have no idea how to describe them… But now, I just know. Know that there is still hope, there is still light, just ahead of us, ahead of me! Why can’t I see it? I changed my mind, because of Mr. Heng, my IT teacher. He shared his story to us, and it really works to change our minds, most of our minds. He is also from NA class when he was Sec 1. They help each other if each one of them is in trouble, if one were bullied, his class will take revenge in a clever way. I really wish we are like that, really. But I guess, it will never happen… Just look at my class, will they? They like, just care about their own self! I know some people, like Kai Ting, care about 106. But instead of crying, why can’t she just think of ideas? There was no right or wrong ideas, Kai Ting, at least you can help, help to make our class don’t be so noisy, make our class neater, don’t make teachers find our class irritating, make them happy, make them like our class! I’m sure our class can do it, but please, please control someone, example Shawn. When he was not around, our class very quiet, I like that! But when he was around, it was opposite and I hate that! I believe that our class can do it! I believe in you! 106, we can do it! Lets show teachers that we are better than 107! Can we?

ODAC

Wow! Today is a bit special as today is not Sec 5 students or teachers who take us but is Sec 2 students! And they are the 1st time they take us! I am back to my group. Members include Leonard, Jiong Yang, Wei Xue and me. Sec 2 form their own group too but take a longer time than us. Pei Yi’s group takes our group, yeah!!! Her group members include Jun Jie, Hannah, one guy who I had forgotten his name and her herself. Well, the Sec 2 boys don’t really co-operate with us, they do theirs and we do ours. So, I was thinking, are we competing with each other us we do on separate something like pot or something but is the same ingredient - rice. I thought ours tastes better by just looking on the top part, and indeed, it taste good! Slowly, we came to the bottom part… Guess what we saw?? Chao dah! Ha… And never thought of Jun Jie’s one is better and his is not chao dah! Taste good! This teaches me one lesson; never ever look on the person’s appearance, his heart is the main point.
There were two main reasons for this lesson, not only learn how to cook, but it also born our friendship more closer! Closer so that we can help each other when we, or others need help.

HomeComing Day

The 1st thought I reached school was ` Hmm... Where do I assemble? In the hall?’ But it's not in the hall; it's in my own class's booth. The canteen stalls were closed, so did the vending machine! Switches were turned off. Homecoming day was held every year and every class must participate in it. This year is special, cause this year every classes must have two stalls, booths, as our principal decided to build a theater, err... Something like that and it's cost lots of money... My class has food and service stalls, booths.In food booth, we were selling cookies, bee hoon and pizza bread. And of course, the bee hoon and the cookies are not I make one... My home economics very bad one and anyway, they did those, cookies and bee hoon, yesterday afternoon. Only the pizza bread I did, pizza bread must be hot and toasted, so we had to do it today. It's extremely easy!1. Put 4 bread on an aluminum sheet, and then cracked one eggs on a container and stir it.2. Pour some eggs in the middle of each of the bread.3. We also have hot dogs, so just cut it into slices.4. Put some hot dogs on each of the bread.5. Put the aluminum sheet on something like a tray that can fit into an oven.6. Next, put the tray in the oven...That's all I know... I don't even know how much degree should the oven be turning, what time should I set..?? Ha... I just do those steps that I had just written. And the bee hoon I don't really know how much it cost as the time I came, the bee hoon had sold finished. The cookies, $2 per packet. And the pizza bread $1 per bread. I stayed there till 5.00+pm. But before that, I go help out with the service stall.The service stall, we were serving hairspray. There were two hairspray stalls, and the other hairspray stall was very near to our service stall. We had a hard competition. But in the end who win? No idea looks like we both have the same amount of people. May be that's because we lower down the amount cost. We were actually $5 per strip of hair, but look at other stall, $2 per strip! Wow! What a big difference! So we decided, to lower it to $1. Hmm... I know we lost a lot of money, but our customers increased. So it's counted worth it! I did not do the spraying cause my spray skill very poor so my job is just to lure people to come to my stall... Although we have one very strong competition, but it's very easy to win them!!! Exchange with people from other stalls!! Meaning, those people from other stall, example, people selling drinks, came to our stall. I of course, changes came, “I buy, you spray your hair, deal?" this was what I ask every people came to my stall selling things. We have 3 different colours, pink, blue and purple. Most girls prefer purple as purple is not so attractive nor not attractive, normal like. But most boys prefer pink as it was very attractive!!! Oh My Gosh! But it looks really very nice.Among these two stalls, I prefer the hairspray stall to the other... As the hairspray stall is more fun! There still got other stall of course which were from other classes... Those classes that I supported were 206, 309, 103, 105, 107 (I guess), P@X, 108 and 406. Well, I can really say that theirs foods, drinks and games are quite nice, if I have enough coupons I will surely buy from you guys one more time! I feel so sorry for Xin Ying (ODAC) because she came to me just the time I am bankrupt!! I’m so sorry... And the most fun part of today is in the dunking machine there, when Madam Liew got hit by students. Ha... So funny!Well, there's nothing much to say about homecoming day already... So ... I will end here! Remember to tag and use your real name! :)

Sisters, siblings

Hi, I have nothing to say today. But I have one very important thing to say which I should tell you guys last year.. It is about my siblings! I have tell you guys lots of things, Earth Hour, Xinmin, Birthdays, etc, but just not about my sisters. I have 3 siblings in total, all girls, and know what? In my family , there is not a single boy.. Except for my divorced father. So now, let me introduce them to you. They are Ai Ling , Ai Lun and Ai Jia.
Ai ling is the eldest of us all, she is a great artist! She study in SOTA, School Of The ARTS, this year Year 1. Her study is also not bad, get 1st ten for almost all subjects!
Ai Lun is my second youngest sister, she like sports thus, she is in sports class. She is in Anderson Primary School, this year Primary 4. Her CCA is volleyball. Talking about volleyball, she only get either 3rd or 2nd for the volleyball match.. Because her study is not good, so she every subjects got remedial class.
Ai Jia is my youngest sister, she is also in Anderson Primary School, Primary 3 this year. She is the smartest of us all. Although she is the smartest, but her attitude is the worst. She has a big mouth, every little thing she will complain.. So annoying! Now, her studies dropped, the only reason is : she started to become bossy. I don't really like her! Every time I talk to her or she wants to ask questions about her homework, we will start to fight. Cause, her voice is just simply too loud! So, i seldom talk to her... And means, our relationship not close.
Well, now you know the base of my siblings. And of coures, I should end now.. Bye guys! And don't forget to tag !!

Xinmin Secondary School

Hi everyone again!!! Long time no see!!!

This is the first 2010 post. I got more than 175 for my PSLE but less than 200. So, if I got into Xinmin Sec Sch, common sense , I am a Normal student, NA student. In this school, we have 2 NA classes, 5 express classes and 1 NT class. Classes 101 to 105 are Express classes, classes 106 and 107 are NA classes and last, we have class 108 and that is NT class. I am now in class 106.I don't like my class, whereas, i like class 107. Class 107 PSLE points is higher then class 106, meaning their class is more clever than my class. But not because of this so I hate my class, it's because my class cannot co-operate, is not independent; have to depend on teachers, attitude got problem, etc. There is one Sec 3 boy, name Shawn. He is a Secondary 3 boy, but act like a Primary 1 kid! You all know Leonard right??? For those who don't know: He is in Anderson Primary School last year, Class P6.3. We Primary 1 and 2 ( I guess, can't really remember) , 5 and 6 the same class. When he is Primary 1, he act gangster, every time interrupt the class, so annoying. He thought he is the biggest in the class, he thought he is my teacher's pet! This is how class 106's Shawn like. So annoying , wish to kick him out of my class!!! That's why I like class 107. Class 107 is all opposite except for one thing : Their class, especially boys, like to say `flirt' , this word. It's common that I talk to boys right?? But whenever I did that, they will say "You flirter!"

About PE, in our school, still have the same colours - red, blue, green and yellow. But our names are not Ruby, Sapphire, Emerald and Topaz anymore, but Scorpion, Barracuda, Falcon and Jaguar. As my Primary school friends know, I am in Ruby,red, house last year. And now, in Xinminss, i am still in the red house, Scorpion so lucky! And my horoscope is also Scorpion!Sport Day had just over, a few days ago. And know what??? Scorpion get last again!!! Just like Ruby, last year also get last. I so regret to shout.. I shout so loud! And.. Still last.. :( Well, at least I did tried not like some Scorpion girls and a few boys. Barracuda get 1st, I not sure is Falcon or Jaguar get 2nd, but I am sure that Scorpion get last. Just like last year!!! Sapphire got 1st, and Ruby got last..

My CCA is ODAC, stands for Outdoor Activity Club. It's a club but is very adventurous.In this club, we learn about knots, and I can say, it's like Chemistry Class. In Chemistry class, is learn lots of different chemical, but in ODAC, we learn lots of different knots. We also learn to built tents and basha. I also learn how to tie a better, tighter shoe laces!! I will teach you guys if we meet and when you are wearing a shoe which has shoe lace. Oh! And I had forgotten to tell you guys, if you join a CCA, example ODAC, you cannot change yr CCA anymore. So I have to stay in ODAC for 5 years!

Oh ya! forgot tell you guys, my principal is Madame Liew, in Xinminss, we have 3 discipline masters, but I only remember one - Mr Singh. Know why? Cause, firstly, he is my discipline master. Secondly, he is my house captain. Thirdly, he is one of my CCA, ODAC teacher!! But, I can say, he likes to show off his muscles.

Well, I will end here.. Come to my blog again as I will post more interesting stories!!!